blame me for my perfunctory work!! i think hard for it, how to improve my work... still i want to watch korean serials,, hahaha,, seems that i will watch less korean serials, seems that i will have less relaxing time... i'm NOT obsessive, so i need to be more obsessive.. my works are perfunctory, inadequate, superficial, mediocre..need to try harder

semester holidays

well, after gruelling with deadly exam questions around last week, after countless hours of studying, memorizing lessons to the very detail, i'm now free for movies, korean dramas, noivels, books, TV watching, and other leisure things. oh feel like i'm very blessed, this is the most joyful time for this semester ha ha.. when i have no burden, i have no medical stuff to do, no medical book to read..i hope this holiday i get such a great refreshment..happy semester holidays :)

after this..Skills lab anthropometry task,,dizzy,,spss..regression..
2 weeks (10 days, i mean) to block exam
with Research Methods tasks awaiting
oh wanna escape from this time..
i miss holidays,,

BIOSTATISTICS

This is the first time I meet with MATHS since 2 years ago..ha ha…I really miss MATHS…but now the math is statistics…oh, statistics was among my nightmares when I was in high school, but it now becomes among my favorite one, because the other lessons in this block are truly, hard to catch, somewhat boring, and hard to find the suitable references… the amount of material I need to study for statistics is, however, still so many...when I studied math in my highschool, I could understand it in my first-time reading, need not to read any other materials to understand a material, and I did many exercises for a material, it was a thorough study.. but now, it is not so..i rarely could understand the material I read in my first time reading, then I should try to read other materials first to understand it..beside, the time given is not sufficient enough (partly this is because I could not yet manage my time well), so I rarely do exercises…but it is OK lah, in the history of my medical study (alaah, apa pula ni), studying not thorough enough is ok, given that I study the huge amount of material… quality is second to quantity (aneh kan?)...aduh koq jadi nggak mutu gini...anyway, I’d like to say to all my batchmates,…selamat belajar research..happy research learning!!

Too much complaining

God gives me so much

Yet I didn’t give Him my best

Still I complain much

All what He gives

Is the thing I should thank

I even blame Him sometimes

Why He gives me a burden I couldn’t cope with

Oh what a big sin

Why not praying so that He helps me?

To overcome my obstacles

I need to make an effort

I need to pray

Because Allah is there to help me

I will always love my Lord as He always loves me

Introducing myself...
Hello...assalamualaikum...welcome to this blog. My name is Arung Deyuna Widyaswara, called Arung. I'm now 19 years old and currently a third year medical student at Gadjah Mada University. I want to share some information in this blog, because sharing is of a great enjoy and yet it adds our knowlegde, broadends our understandings and perceptions about something. Among us there must be any different ways of thinking, so don't hesitate to give me any comment about your perception if you are not in the same side of me.
thank you....
will update soon...